growing up

I’ve been dreaming about you way to much and It’s freaking me out because when I wake up...

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 10:10:58 -0500

I’ve been dreaming about you way to much and It’s freaking me out because when I wake up I’m holding someone else in my arms. Why can’t you just get out of my head already? I have her and I love her, I really fucking love her. I loved you too but you’ve moved on and are happy. I thought I did, I want to, but how can I when every night you’re back?

time for another text post on the personal blog shit, so much has happened and I don’t’...

Mon, 03 Dec 2012 15:01:11 -0500

time for another text post on the personal blog

shit, so much has happened and I don’t’ even know where to even start. I’ve lost everyone from Brookline, I have no one left there and it’s really scary. I love my friends from college but I have no stable place to return to. Everything is in a very constant state of flux. Such an oxymoron right? That the only consistancy in my life currently is that everything is constantly changing. I miss simplicity of high school, of knowing that I have a fall back.

Maybe I really shouldn’t have left, I’m so depressed, more depressed than I was back home and I don’t know why. I have people here who actually give a shit about me and I feel so god damn alone. I’m cutting, I’m smoking way too much weed, and way too many cigarettes. I want my home back, and I want my friends back. I’m scared of who I’m becoming right now and I don’t know what to do.

I’m scared of changing this much. I miss you guys, I miss you a lot. I should’ve just stayed, I really should’ve. Been a fucking burn out, gotten my hair dressing license and have been living my life. Doing my activism, I miss that a lot. I want to make so many changes in the world and right now I’m just sitting on my ass learning theories that I’m not using, preparing to be some fucking person who I’m not sure I want to be. I just want to party my life away, not give a fuck.

I love you guys, please tell me what I can do to get you back because I feel like I’ll do anything right now, I need you Burks, you’re my best friend. Please tell me what I can do, please.

I still love you

Wed, 17 Oct 2012 11:31:29 -0400

I still love you

I’m really unstable right now, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck why did...

Wed, 17 Oct 2012 11:30:20 -0400

I’m really unstable right now, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

why did they take me off my fucking meds

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

I’m losing it

dickhole deleted his tumblr

Wed, 17 Oct 2012 11:29:37 -0400

dickhole deleted his tumblr

Fuck you for not tagging your posts, dick hole

Wed, 17 Oct 2012 11:27:25 -0400

Fuck you for not tagging your posts, dick hole

I’m going to restart this blog so that people from school who don’t have my old blog...

Wed, 17 Oct 2012 11:21:59 -0400

I’m going to restart this blog so that people from school who don’t have my old blog can’t see what I post, this is kinda my new personal blog I guess

someone fuck me so I can forget her

Wed, 17 Oct 2012 11:20:54 -0400

someone fuck me so I can forget her

I don’t know if you still look at this but if you do I didnt want this to happen. This was not...

Wed, 18 Jul 2012 10:40:44 -0400

I don’t know if you still look at this but if you do I didnt want this to happen. This was not of my doing.

I’m so sorry

Wed, 18 Jul 2012 10:18:34 -0400

I’m so sorry

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Thu, 12 Jul 2012 17:52:25 -0400

idoitforthelesbianz: I need to write this

Thu, 12 Jul 2012 16:55:39 -0400

idoitforthelesbianz:

I need to write this

arreter: Garden shed is a collaboration of architect Ville Hara...

Thu, 12 Jul 2012 15:49:17 -0400

arreter:

Garden shed is a collaboration of architect Ville Hara and designer Linda Bergroth for Kekkilä Garden’s Home & Garden collection. It is a unique prefabricated garden shed that combines a green house with storage space and comes in ready made elements that can be assembled by simply using a screwdriver. The Garden Shed is made from Finnish pine and safety glass and equipped with automatic openers to control the temperature inside.

The wall elements function as support for folding shelves: glass shelves for the greenhouse that allows the sun reach all the plants and wooden shelves in two sizes for storage use. At the end of the season, when garden furniture and big tools have to be taken indoors- the shelves can be folded away to maximize floor space. The product was launched in 2010 and was awarded with the Garden Product of the Year prize. It is available through Kekkilä Garden in Finland and by Hasselfors Garden in other Scandinavian countries.

cruello: Mother and child wearing their gas masks Southend, 29...

Wed, 11 Jul 2012 21:55:00 -0400

cruello:

Mother and child wearing their gas masks

Southend, 29 March 1941.

Photo: Associated Press

c1it: s-yscraper: fuck you. anyone wanna date? no? ok

Wed, 11 Jul 2012 20:58:26 -0400

c1it:

s-yscraper:

fuck you.

anyone wanna date? no? ok

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Wed, 11 Jul 2012 19:57:55 -0400

School Year: It's January 21st, a wednesday, 2:37 pm

Wed, 11 Jul 2012 18:53:49 -0400

School Year: It's January 21st, a wednesday, 2:37 pm
Summer: its probably july

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Wed, 11 Jul 2012 17:55:02 -0400

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Wed, 11 Jul 2012 16:57:00 -0400

fuckyeahfelines: Happy 3rd birthday, Spangles!

Wed, 11 Jul 2012 15:58:00 -0400

fuckyeahfelines:

Happy 3rd birthday, Spangles!